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“a thousand lies”

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Thursday, October 1, 2009 || 5:50 PM

Say hello to October and goodbye to September.

Two months left and we'll be leaving the year 2009.

First of all, to those who read or visit my blog, please tell me that you were visiting my blog. That's why I put a cbox in this blog *sigh*

it's been more than a week that i didn't blog. i miss blogging so much. i miss blog-hopping. so yeah, many things happened last week. i enjoyed every moment.

so today (2nd Oct) is Siti Zuhairah's 18th Birthday. Happy Birthday to youuuuu! Goodluck for the upcoming A level. Aim for loads of A.hehe. Wish you luck!

24th Sept

Firah picked me up at home. then went raya-ing at Lydia's crib. together with Firah and me were her lil sis and lil bro. kidnapped Lydia and went to lumut. raya at Syahida's. i think we were the first to come to her openhouse. by that time, all the foods were not yet served. so we went to Jim's house nearby with Syahida. it's just a few minutes walk but we ended up using car. hehehe. who wants to walk under the hot sun anyways? xD ate biscuits made by Jim's sister and himself. it's yummy you know! it is shaped like a mushroom. chilled at his house for a while, me playing with his dslr camera :P the 7 of us (me, Jim, Firah, Lydia, Syahida, Firah's lil sis & Firah's lil bro) cramped in the saloon car like a sardine.HAHAHA! went back to Syahida's crib and enjoyed the late lunch. then there was this one scene which is for me, is unforgettable @___@ i won't talk about it here. ku mahu menjaga maruah :)

so the 5 of us (me, jim, firah, lydia & firah's lil sis) went off to kb. i know you guys are wondering where the hell is firah's lil bro. to cut the story short, adinya beulah dan firah antar adinya balik ke rumah. went to several friend's houses ate kb. visited Nazirul, Izzat Smt, Haszie, Pijah Dex, Muteeya and Razanah.

there are lotsa things i wanted to share actually, but these are the most ..uhh..most what?blegh!nevermind. =__='

-we got lost searching for Haszie's house. ended up at pandan 1. HAHAHA! apa jua kami ani, urang kampung T__T yoh pakan.

-photoshoot at Dex's crib. reunited with f(x)b's crews; AJ@amaljamie, JD@Jim & Dexie@PijahDex. and me, M2(pronounced emtwo)@Mizi. hehehe ;p

-me&Jim had a heart-to-heart conversation with muteeya. now we know the real story. *kirai2*

-made a surprise raya visit at Razanah's crib. her surprise wasn't me or Firah, but her bestfriend Lydia! XD so yeah, they talked about lotsa things. and photoshooted :))

mama cRazanah tiba-tiba buka pintu time kami begambar dapan pintu. yatah mua kami cematu tuu. LOL!

went back home around 8PM.

p/s:pictures from Jim's cam will be uploaded soon :)

25th Sept

It's the twins birthday! Happy (belated) 20th Birthday to Hazman Sufian & Hazwan Sufian. may Allah bless both of you. and goodluck with everything you do. sorry i didn't come for the party x(

so Dex & Haszie picked me up around 2PM. went to Feeqa's house at Kpg Telamba. luckily we managed to go to her house x) the situation in her house was awkward >_< class="Apple-style-span" color="#FF0000"> mingming the fluffy cat. haha. then i asked permission from her mom to kidnap her; it was granted! *squeals* haha pakan~

we went to Leeyan's house at Lumut. sorry Atai & Nab, we didn't go to your house :( blame Dex! haha nadawah >,<

there were lotsa people at her house. went upstairs and met veroney (sp?) at her house since he's her cousin. Leeyan's bedroom was beautiful and comfy, full of white furniture. hehe. i was the only guy in her bedroom *proud* lol!

had our meal downstairs and it was delicious! felt like wanted to tapau the food :8) haha inda pandai malu aku ah :| while waiting for our turn to use the TV room, we chillaxed at the small living room. there was this one cute little boy, 2 years old i think. he is so adorable that i wanted to have a kid on my own!>___Leeyan called him 'little nichkhun'. used the TV room that i've been craving to enter and had a little photoshoot session. three f(x)b's crew were there; M2, Dexie & Bella :)

he's so adowableeeeee!

free style pose..antam saja tiaaaaaa

Bella, M2 & Dexie

at the TV Room with feeqa <3>

sent Feeqa back to home. the weather was already turning gloomy. not a good day for a driver like Dex ;) entered her house for a while to take some chocolates & candies. &&& without any hesitation, i kissed her cheek! >__<>

anyways, thanks a lot Dex for the ride. you've been a gweat fwiend. i appreciate it vewy much x)

26th Sept

i had a new haircut! i love it, but not the barber. lol! but i miss my old long shaggy hair T^T

at night, we went raya at Fresh Air Cafe, Lumut which is on the hill. the food was mouth-watering that I ate twice x) we were entertained by free fireworks shows... and i saw Zamaluddin, a Twitter friend. guess he didn't recognise me. lol!

27th Sept

packed all my belonging into the luggage. going back to hostel.

Firah held an openhouse. ate a lot of serunding. i've been craving to eat those! HAHA!

raya at Aunt Juwita's house. she's a friend of my mom. they known each other cuz they were neighbour when we lived at Lorong Tiga (or Dua?) BSP's house. hehe. too bad her children were leaving to Bandar. nda ku sampat becerita sama durang~ T__T

made a surprise for Ambrose. HAHA. he thought i wasn't back in hostel cuz i hid all my belonging in somewhere he couldn't see XD feels good to see him again after 2 weeks of not seeing each other. i miss my bed so much but i don't want to stay in hostel! it's a jail for me X(

28th Sept

It's Time To Go To School!!

*horror music background*

I haven't done all my assignment @___@

So yeah, school started on the 28th. I miss all my friends! had classes as usual, except Physics. we had a new Physics tutor. Miss Michelle continues her studies in UK. All the best for you teacher :)

total blackout at night! :O the rest killed their time by playing Life.

29th Sept

Happy (belated) 18th Birthday to Nurliyana Amalina Rabiatul Afiqah bte Abd. Halim @ Leeyan Halim. mehh, you're legal already babe! HAHA. goodluck with anything you do. don't forget me as ur Parkinson.lols!

the sixth formers planned for a surprise birthday party for the birthday boy. i think he didn't even know why Atai wants everybody to sleep early..hohoho~

30th Sept

Happy (Belated) 19th Birthday to my best friend Chong Cuang Wei @ Ambrose Chong. May your dream to become a steward/cabin crew become reality. Goodluck for the upcoming A level examination. sorry no prezzie, just a prayer for you ^__^

12.30AM, was awoken by Atai. he also woke up Ambrose, the birthday boy. haha. Atai told us that somebody wanted to meet us. so I rushed into the common room. seems like the plan went perfect ;)

we managed to surprise Ambrose on the early morning of his birthday. a blackforest sponge cake for a 19 years old lad :) enjoyed the foods.

ejam, ziman, farid, ambrose, mizi, baqy, sharul... atai & sufi are not in the photo.

"ehh, what's that? a cake for me?"

cherry session.lol!

at school, we celebrated his birhtday again at the canteen during lunchtime. this time, a chocolate spongecake with Ferrero Rocher made by Firah's mother. shared the cakes with friends.

1st Oct

yeah yeah, it's october already.

Reminder to all Pre U2 students:

A level will officially starts on the 12th of October.

mine will start on the 19th, which is General Paper O__o I am not 100% prepared for this. anyway, i have to win the battle of A level. i want it to end as soon as possible. i don't want to be a loser.

so Matthias' 18th Birthday is on the 1st of Oct. Happy (Belated) 18th Birthday to you Matthias Dominic Reider!!! I know I'm younger than you Matt-hyung :( , but please remember that I am your forever your sunbae!!! MWAHAHA >:) May Jesus bless you.

i stole it from your facebook >:)

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photoshoot session

i really really lurvvvvve this photo. it is so not me! :O cameraman is ambrose. photo editted by the model himself, mizi :P

this one is the best selca photo. photoshoot with my bff.hehe. selca-ed by mizi. ambrose's camera.

Ambrose Chong

~~boobs~~ grabbing?LMAO!

so I had a dream of me being shot on the chest by a man. i still remembered that lots of blood oozed out from my mouth. @___@

I tweeted about this and this is what Dex replied:

so me being paranoid went online and search what does it really means.

aaaaaaand I found this under Die:

To dream that you die in your dream, symbolizes inner changes, transformation, self-discovery and positive development that is happening within you or in your life. Although such a dreams may bring about feelings of fear and anxiety, it is no cause for alarm and is often considered a positive symbol. Dreams of experiencing your own death usually means that big changes are ahead for you. You are moving on to new beginnings and leaving the past behind. These changes does not necessarily imply a negative turn of events. Metaphorically, dying can be seen as an end or a termination to your old ways and habits. So, dying does not always mean a physical death, but an ending of something.

I don't know what will happen but I'll let God arrange everything for me cuz I have no control :)

OK, I think that all for now. I'm tired.. @___@

& sorry for my grammar mistakes. >_<

Ciao~!!!

mizirosman,

signing out

ilovefeeqamansorverymuch!!!

bogoshippeo chagiya *3*