“a thousand lies”
Square or Triangle Love? O.o
Monday, June 16, 2008 || 4:51 PM
I fell in love with her since I was a secondary three student. Why? Because her warm yet pretty smile makes my heart melts. Once during the school holiday, I was thinking whether I would be in the same class with her the next year. The next year, I went to school with anxiety. I sat with my classmate, hoping that I would enter Science stream. My heart pounded and suddenly I heard my name was mentioned. I was put in the Science stream. Yeay me~~! But I was so baffled why I get into the stream since my results is not that excellent. Then, I heard another name. She was also put in the Science stream! Smile appeared on my face, feeling ecstatic.
In that year, I was shy talking to my classmate since I didn’t know half of them. I was delighted that she gets into the stream. I was her classmate since we were Form One. One time during the Raya Celebration in school, we wore the same colour. It was sky blue. It was not coincidence; I texted her to wear that colour. Haha. Before the 4th school holiday came, I messaged her, asking if she wanted her to be my girlfriend. But there was no answer. I waited for it until now. The year 2007 was very challenging year for me. I befriend two girls. Both of them really like me. And I was sitting for the biggest exam I ever had in my life. Let’s name them A & B. I didn’t really remember where A got my number. She ever proposed me to be her boyfriend but I denied it. I don’t even really know her but how come she knew a lot about me? After I questioned her, she told me that she’s my neighbour. How silly am I for not knowing my neighbor. In the same year, I know B. She is my friend’s cousin. He ‘sold’ my e-mail to her. Damn you Hazwan. LOL! *kidding*. B is a beautiful girl who lives in KB. She also liked me. I like two girls but which one should I love? After having so much thought, I had made a decision of not having girlfriend in this year. A knew I like B and she became jealous. So, I told A that I just want to be friend with B. A ever asked me who do I like. And so, I told her I like HER. HER is the girl I mentioned in the previous paragraph. J I was getting annoyed about this love thingy. Why I’m having this complicated situation in that precious year? Is this one of the test given by God? I was having lots of ups and downs with A & B. The story goes on for almost a year.
Thank God, I managed to pass the obstacle without having so much difficulty. I obtained good results in the O level examination. I got 7 O’s. I further my studies at Sekolah Menengah Sayyidina Ali at Mumong. And I stay in the PJN Hostel. And again, I’m glad because we have passed through a complicated level. We’re studying under one roof even though none of my class clashed with her. Except P.S. hahah. This year, I tried to propose her to be my girlfriend but I have no guts to do so. I’m afraid she will reject me. I don’t want my heart to be broken. I don’t want. Until now I'm still confused. Should I or should I not have a girlfriend? I'm so jealous... Labels: love story
